
Been away much to long! Exploding inside to express/share my past week experiences...anyone that relates please share? Been nice, naughty and professional. Santa will have to decide whether or not I'm deserving this year LOL.
Recently received a promotion as Operations Manager. My everyday somewhat simple day-to-day existence has changed overnight. Completely out of my tight knit circle of predictability. Forced to step up my laid back wardrobe. Hanging out with old and new money. As they say, being introduced to some of the finer things in life. Early morning continental breakfast, afternoon company budgeted lunches. Late dinner meetings to discuss the ever exciting "quarterly finances".
Being the only women in this so called man’s world! I find it very challenging…an empowering force of mind pondering circumstances. During some of these dinner meetings, it's amazing what a few drinks can reveal? Bringing yourself to the conclusion of why are these so called "high end" Managers in the position they are? The more sips taken, it's amazing how everyone’s attention strays away from the actual purposes of the meetings (and why are we here anyway)?. One of these so called "high end" Managers got so stupid, he kindly asked if he could he go off the record to give me a compliment. No worries, as a women I take it all in stride. Sexual harassment law suits, never coming to mind. Every last one of these power freaks know how far to take it with me! Should I also mention they're in the less desirable, maybe somebody else's taste kinda a guy category.
Continuing these meetings, took me all the way to Las Vegas, for three-days. Speaking in front of a very large audience (mostly men of course). Talk about nervous… I'm not kidding. The only thing that kept my knees from buckling was to picture everyone of them shitting on the toilet. I know gross right? That's me for you though! I've found whenever I'm removed far from my comfort zone, I attack it with humor. Making the situation cartoonish like. Everyone, everything becomes approachable, comfort ability. Attitude, confidence, immediately transforms. Charm volume speaks loudly. Spreading sexy, with a little naughty, and the oh' so professional talk! Soon the rehearsed speech you've worked on for two-weeks, clearly becomes blah, blah, blah to most of the men in the audience. It's OK though, turns me on to be able to take someone’s mind away from the so-called norm! It's like when someone finds you attractive, and can do absolutely nothing but wish upon a star. Or the guys that bring the insecure wifey/girlfriends along. Walking over to their tables to introduce myself, makes for such funny awkwardness. Women start fiddling in their chairs, trying not to stare. It always makes me smile, further validating that it's OK to be beautiful and smart!
I also have fun at these meetings with the Mr. Sexy, handsome, professional pants. Who tries their hardest to act like you don't exist. But breaks their necks towards the end of the night to pass you their business card. "Let's get together to discuss the budget" (yeah OK...and I just purchased the Bay Bridge). For fun I humor them, appeasing their gestures! Such a pussy pleasing tease!
Got work meetings out of the way, called to check on hubby. Who by the way is very irritated with my unexpected departure. However, tolerates it because of the new found “cash flow”. A ½ an hour chat playing the good girl chameleon. Politely allowing his mind to believe I'll be in my room working all night...NOT!
Finally getting the chance to go a little nuts! I am in Vegas! Through the night I partied my ass off. Carelessly reintroducing myself to the single/carefree life style. And NO...I wasn't a very good girl. I found myself crazy attracted to this guy. I tried so FUCKING hard to not even go there! He was just to desirable! Simply irresistible/magnetic...just had to touch! Like the Gemini I am, splitting myself into two, leaving Mrs. Goody-two-shoes behind. We danced so much, I hadn't danced like that forever! I was a perfect tipsy, the one that heightens your fun vibes. Making the most unattractive, appear the most beautiful.
Through the night acting out like teenagers with first crushes. Pulling up my very short dress, making him touch her, just so he could feel how wet she was. Flashing that sexy purple thong, with no intentions of fucking. In return touching him too. Experiencing his already imagined huge-bulge (bigger then expected). Hands through those sexy 501 button fly jeans, I'm stroking him. Me illegally/ridiculously wet! So hard to refrain from having the feeling of chocking myself out. Even sillier, we couldn't stop smelling/kissing each others necks. Secretly almost bringing me to orgasm. I know, I know, such a very bad, naughty girl! Hard to leave (literally), had to say goodnight, goodbye (no regrets). We all know what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas...RIGHT??
Back at home, hubby content. Although some of my mind still in Vegas, imagining those fingers swimming in my vagina pool. Exciting myself all over again. Also imagining what you’re doing, or not doing right now? You hopefully know who you are? And to answer your question… yes…I guess you are my first. So my question to you is what are you going to do about that?
May all your Thanksgivings/families be blessed!
Meagan







